Added: Feb 5, 2012
From: OpheliaGoad
Duration: 5:20
I've seen the void which fills what I thought use to be the HOle in my head and causing antics for now I will write off as Arbratrary Nonesense. The vloid in my left eye started when i crawled out of the rabbit hole I started digging twenty years ago. Mud pies tasted a-lot better back then. Must be why I like a little dirt in my Organics. It became my dark solace. I invited everything. One day Manson would stop by and I'd listen to the licks of Mardukes Antics. All of my best friends lived with me in my big open mind. What was the Courtney Love? I better put my kingdom not for sale? Why would I lesten to the bitch who to my immature self killed the inspirations of my original days stepping into parts of my life. I floated off into the solar system until I hit the cranial wall and lapped up against the side with the ripples of my mind. Seems I lived hundreds of lives out there weathering the hold in my mind, through my left eye to Mother Natures DNA. Falling through I missed my que staying up late and entertaining my friends. The sun burnt me to ashes. Purplish Grayish Red. I am incumbent of time. When I opened my eyes I was still alive and repeated this process nightly. With this much wear and tare on my black I strived for Opaque. Desperation filled my life I became a rug. A carpet. My mind couldn't stand up for myeslf anf my mouth was spitting what the ear heard as lies. From a third eye prespective it was Me, Myself, and I. Ego, Id, Libido. We had a falling out and we eventually refered to eachother as you, us, we them, that until I told them all the shut the fuck up and call me IT. I let my body become anything my mind could muster. I shrivled up and curled myself up. There were so many people I couldn't find the front door. I grew up in a neighborhood where we never locked the doors. I moved to Tempe and everyone let themselves in, but I invited them. I don;t know I was supposed to be careful back then I gave up hope and I tried to bleach out my reality. I became spiteful and full of Malice. I punched everyone in the Dick and told them if they ever thought of me with that head again I'd get out the TEETH. Slither and Creep. No. No. No. the TEETH That was apart of the Sickness the conbtrolled the Aeir. I ripped everyone a-part. Let them rot and die. Let it fester until maggots were giving birth to flies. I eventually decided I deserved this life. Crawling in fear from all living things personal vibrations. I rode them all to the end of the road until I ran so fast E=MC 2 means I just fell into Einsteins hole. I pushed everyone out until this star Collapsed and created her own black hole. And it was inevidable that the dreadful would happen again. She Roman Empire could collapse hundreds of times over again until the wind carried ashed over the Egyptian Pyramids. Rideing the Nile up-stream. I always knew my life was a reflection. My souls ressurrections is my minds contradiction. I speak in Oxy-Moronic Dialect. I am entombed in time. I;ve seen my brothers, parents, friends, and innocent bystanders become a-part of my furries consumption. Their was a time I would eat souls for breakfast. Hey, I'm getting a little to far into this. One last dying aspect. The irony of this is I'm just getting started talking about this. Modesty she is my lonely key, but I've been practicing for years to speak my mind and do what I say. I want to be at the whim of truth. I want to help lead
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Tags: didacticism goad poetry spokenwork spoken word words learn from me tagedy modern primitive ophelia spoken word poet reading making bette Social Networking
Views: 37 Comments: 2
OpheliaGoad Says:
Feb 17, 2012 - I apprechiate that. This was pretty epic for me
Nonidolising Says:
Feb 17, 2012 - Immensely well written.